♥ So I see all these girls on Facebook claiming that they are in love but their are so silly. If falling in love makes me naive then I won’t be slipping because love…true love never returns void. So if I’m stupid his IQ better be 34! ♥
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“Oh God I know I have the strength.
I know I shouldn’t.
My mind is tainted; it will never be the same.
No, no! I will not do it.
Please God give me strength.
Hymns playing in my head, “All I need is you”
My flesh Lord, My flesh is torn.
God I will disappoint you.
AHHHH STOP WITH THESE THOUGHTS!
I go back to this, time and time again.
I think I’m so right, when I ‘m so wrong.
STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!
Cry, cry out of sickness.
I can’t fight it.
Release for just one moment.
After, the feeling doesn’t last.
I give up, I’m just human.
God I’m not even fit to carry your armor.
Jesus I’m not fit to wash your feet!
I need to protect myself.
Guard my heart, soul and mind.
Lord Jesus, please forgive me.
One more time.
I am nothing.
I’m not perfect.”
“I am nothing.”
Yes, you have read that statement correctly. I am nothing, a nobody. First and foremost, I would like to give total glory and honor to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you for the breath of life you have given to me and thank you for consuming me with your holy spirit so that I may hear and seek you and you alone. I am nothing.
“Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.” Psalm 107:1 (NIV)
I’ve always been told I should do this but never actually known what this is. All I’ve ever done in my life was talk. Talk about my life, my God and my feelings on current issues. I haven’t always been saved. I love saying that. I haven’t always been saved. It’s the truth, I haven’t but yet it seems like I have. I don’t like telling people my “story” because quite frankly a story gives and assumption that there is a beginning and an end right? I surly have a beginning but I have no end. This is my message, my journey if I may add.
“I love you”
Yes I really do, I love everyone a have come in contact with. I love hearing your messages and sharing mine. I’m not your typical Evangelical Christian nor do I have a similar story. I’m not white, I come from a single parent home, and I’m not rich not anywhere near it. I struggled, I fought. I overcame my two year struggle with depression; I’ve tried many times to commit suicide. I am nothing. I don’t want anything. This is not about me. This, my friend is about you. This is about me helping you overcome whatever you are dealing with through Christ. I will use the talents and the gifts Christ has given me to do whatever I can do to help you.
I say the same prayer every day when I wake up adding things when necessary.
“Lord I am nothing you are everything. Mold me and shape me into your perfect will. The woman in Christ you designed for me long ago. Lord I am nothing but through you I am everything. I can do anything with you and only through you I will gain your kingdom. Keep me in the palm of your hand. Lord I repent of all the things I’ve done knowingly and unknowingly Lord Jesus. Thank you for everything you are doing, have done and are going to do in my life. I love you. In Jesus precious name, Amen.”
Don’t worry I also pray for my family, friends and the people I’ve met or seen that day.
I will frequently write stories of my life. I am a poetic soul. I believe in building relationships and sharing stories. Contact me with your questions and your stories I will love to hear them!